HOW WILL I COPE? - Episode 3 I am a woman of the deen, I admit! I understand this deen very well, Alhamdulillah! I know polygamy is an accepted and authorized sanction by Allah, I am very well aware! I also want to be patient and accept this like most of the Sahabiyyats and the pious women out there but am just finding it so difficult. Maybe because I have a small body so my heart is so small to just accept this! Maybe because am thinking his love for me has already been depreciating...! Thinking! Thinking! Thinking!...! All these thinking alone drives me to stupor. How I wish he could take back his words. My love for him has already become an attachment, so how could I withstand sharing him with another woman?..; These words keep popping in my mind as I hold him tight, I can't help the tears rolling from my eyes. I hate him seeing me crying over this, he expects me to understand and I try but I find it difficult. Maybe I may be able to perpend if he gives me a tan...
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